As many of you will remember, in October of last year my family was involved in an auto accident. Since that night my older son Nathanial has had a piece of glass lodged in his face. At the time the doctor's thought it would be best to wait and see if it would come out on its own. Today, after 9 months of waiting, the doctors finally removed the glass from his cheek.
As you can imagine, this was actually a pretty big deal for Lori and me. The thought of your child being hurt, and not being able to completely begin the process of healing, is painful. Putting Nathanial to bed tonight, sitting here now realizing that it doesn't matter which side of his face he's sleeping on, is more of a relief than I anticipated.
I'm struck again how hard it is to live with things unresolved in our lives. It's a mystery why a perfect God would want us to learn to live in the tension of this compromised existence. I do have faith, and I do like the person who's come through these times better, but that isn't an explanation.
If you're reading this right now and you know what I'm talking about I want to let you know you are not alone. I've been through some of the ugliest things in life that you can imagine, and I still have faith that God is in control. Don't give up.