One of the changes I've been struggling with most over the past four or five weeks is not having the chance to serve musically. In some ways it's been good to step back and remember why I love leading worship. In some ways, however, it's felt like part of me has been asleep. It's always been about more than just the music itself, but sometimes I forget how powerful music created for worship can really be.
The other night I had the chance to lead Christmas worship for some new friends. And it was great. Really great. I've always been more of an 'eyes-closed' style of worship leader; as I was sitting on the floor the with my guitar, just singing my heart out, I'm not sure my eyes were opened for more than ten seconds total. In a very real way, it felt like . . . home.
I'm not sure whether this is going to become on ongoing thing or whether it will be more sporadic, but I hope and pray that God will continue to open those doors in the days and weeks moving forward. I'll let you know how things continues to develop in the future . . .





